BITTERSWEET

   Christmas. A date to cheer up anyone. How nice is to decorate, hear carols, cooking gingerbread cookies, well ... get in the mood. Hang out with my kids and go counting the decorated houses. The night lights. This, however will be different. All together, making it the most beautiful and magical as possible this year. All happy and content. Decorating the table, listening to music, sharing.
   We knew it would probably be like this. And as far as I'm concerned I will do my best to be your most beautiful Christmas in life. Filled with colors, full of love, with the whole family.
   Yes, he will be there too. Father Christmas. Ask him for something would be very complicated. But if I could do I think you know exactly what it would be.
   I do not want tears this Christmas Eve. For that there  will be plenty of time. I want to see you happy, enjoying, and having a good time, because as I told you a while ago, "if you're okay, I'm fine"
   Bittersweet? ... No, only sweet .... because you will be here.