You are here already. I know you won't behave. As they did in 2014 and 2015. I do not know how you will behave afterwards. If you let me quiet. If I have peace .... all I know is that I hate you for the rest of my life. That you'll get one of the most precious things I have. So I know that although I hate you with all my heart unfortunately I won't be able to forget you. I ask only one thing: what you have to do, do it with mercy and compassion . It's the only way I could see you in some different way. A less painful way.
